February 2012
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Worried.
It’s 6:34 and I’m the only one awake and I didn’t get my usual text or call from my mother.
Did they want me to go to school, or…?
I'm one of those people who need constant...
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I always wanted to be a ballerina
But you see, ballerinas aren’t fat.
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He’s her lobster.
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I don't matter, it's fine.
I find it strangely amazing how the people in my life can go on about their business when I’m in pain with severely high blood pressure and high heart rate.
Perfectly fine. Just go get your inspection on your car but please don’t forget this new pill that the doctor think will work.
Way to go! My family and friends that are my only support system are great!
Fantastic.
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I just broke down in the car.
A little insight into my life, I never break down in front of my family. I guess until today. She was saying how she didn’t want me to have a heart attack because of my blood pressure and I told her I just wanted everything to be over. Then I lost it, and I’m still a little shaken up by it.
I’m going to lay down now, I’m really tired.
Til the end,
Michelle
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I never want to go back to school.
Even if there’s only 12 weeks left.
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I thought about all of the things that everyone ever says to each other, and how...
– Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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I had a bad reaction to my medicine again.
I woke up feeling like I was going to puke and my heart rate was super fast just like the last time. Thankfully it only lasted for about and hour.
But now my right side of my body has decided to not cooperate, which means I haven’t gotten out of bed. My knee, my hip, my arm, and my back are in extreme pain.
Ugh.
I’m going to attempt to get up soon.
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